Will Never Be "Used To It"

It doesn't matter that it may not have been in his particular neighborhood.
It doesn't matter that it may not have been near AUB.
It doesn't matter that it may have happened when he was already at work.
It doesn't matter that it may have happened on a route he never takes.
It doesn't matter.

All that matters is that 5 people were killed. And 38 people were injured. And he's there.

When I hear shit like this first thing in the morning blaring out of the radio on my way to work, it freaks me out. And I fret. And I worry. Until I hear that he is okay.